Thursday, April 23, 2009

Capital Punishment: Retribution or Revenge?

Capital Punishment: Retribution or Revenge?

In order to distinguish between retribution and revenge the words must be defined. It is also pertinent to know what Capital Punishment is and how these two words factor. The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language defines Capital Punishment as “the penalty of death for the commission of a crime.” The offenses which determine a capital case and the associated penalty are defined by each state. In California, “Murder is the unlawful killing of a human being, or a fetus, with malice aforethought.” (CA. Penal Code 187 a) “Every person guilty of murder in the first degree shall be punished by death, imprisonment in the state prison for life without the possibility of parole, or imprisonment in the state prison for a term of 25 years to life.” (CA. Penal Code 190 a) Although many uphold that life in prison is equal justice; Capital Punishment is the harshest that can be handed down by a court of law— the Death Penalty. In California the circumstances which can warrant a death sentence are: “multiple murder, felony murder, torture, lying in wait, or killing a peace officer.” (A Victim’s Guide to the Capital Case Process pg.4). We now know what Capital Punishment is and the crimes for which the ultimate penalty may be paid, but is the death penalty retribution or revenge?

Retribution is something that is given as repayment —a recompense, such as a life for a life. Revenge is forcing suffering on another person for a perceived wrong. The suffering may be equal to or greater than the “original sin”. In his essay “Why the Death penalty is Morally Permissible”, Louis P.Pojman clarifies the difference between retribution and revenge: “Retribution establishes an internal limit to the amount of punishment based on the severity of the crime, whereas revenge sets no logical limits to the amount of retaliation.” To define the a word is one thing, to define the purpose and action of the death penalty is a thin line that has garnered much controversy. On one side of the issue are those whose compassion for life, all life, even the life of the most evil compels them to consider the death penalty an outrage. These are the opposition, the people who protest at executions, speaking out that it is inhumane and painful, that the Bible forbids it, and that it does not deter crime. On the other side of the issue is justice which must be upheld to remain a civilized people. Society demands that there be punishment or consequences for those responsible for crimes. Proponents demand victim’s rights. Further complicating this issue are new science, such as DNA analysis, and the appeals process.

If God created all men equal, then we can conclude that one life is equally as important as another. So how do we as a civilized social system justify letting one who took a life retain his own? Do we leave punishment up to God? And if so, how do we punish or bring justice to those with no religious beliefs? Death penalty opponents protest that the Bible forbids murder, they quote the Ten Commandments: “Thou shalt not commit murder”. They liken the death penalty to murder. They want to convey that two wrongs do not make a right. However, it also states in the Bible: “5And from each man, too, I will demand an accounting for the life of his fellow man. 6Who so sheddeth man’s blood, by man shall his blood be shed.” (Holy Bible, Genesis 9:5-6) This is the counter argument of proponents of the death penalty. That justice for murder will be carried out by man, and specifically that murder shall be punishable by death. It further states in the Bible: “23If any harm follows, then you shall give life for life, 24eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, 25burn for burn, wound for wound, stripe for stripe.” (Holy Bible, Exodus 21:23-25) The Law of Retaliation (lex talionis) which states: “that a punishment inflicted should correspond in degree and kind to the offense of the wrongdoer” , was intended to be a limitation on punishment according to Bible scholars, it was not intended as a means of revenge. While the religious toil with their interpretations from the Bible, their arguments are altogether moot, as religion is relative. It has no basis in a justice system for a society made up of people who have many different beliefs.

If we take religion out of the equation, we must then address that Capital Punishment is inhumane, cruel and unusual, and painful to the criminal who must be executed. Is it a violation of their human rights? The history of the death penalty has indeed shown that it was once quite inhumane. In fact, the Eighth Amendment of the United States Constitution forbids certain punishments entirely, namely: drawing and quartering, burning alive, and disembowelment. Today, however, science has provided a solution to the protest: lethal injection. Lethal injection is essentially euthanasia. Created by Jay Chapman, a medical examiner, it is not without its problems but by far is the most humane of the death penalty methods. “Lethal injection refers to the practice of injecting a person with a fatal dose of drugs for the express purpose of killing the subject. The main application for this procedure is capital punishment, but the term may also be applied in a broad sense to euthanasia, and suicide… The intravenous injection is usually a sequence of drugs given in a set sequence, designed to first induce unconsciousness followed by death through paralysis of respiratory muscles and/or by cardiac arrest through depolarization of cardiac muscle cells.”

As quoted in The New England Journal of Medicine, George J. Annas claims the cocktail of drugs administered can occasionally result in a phenomena known as anesthesia awareness, “Specifically, the petition alleged that even a slight error in dosage could leave prisoners conscious but paralyzed while dying, a witness to their own slow, painful, and lingering asphyxiation.”(1512-8) There is a persistent argument that the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) should be responsible for certifying execution drugs much in the way they certify euthanasia drugs for veterinary purposes. To date the FDA has chosen not to which simply creates more controversy. (Annas) Does Lethal Injection violate the Eight Amendment of the Constitution prohibiting “cruel and unusual” punishment? “Supporters of the death penalty speculate that the designers of the lethal injection protocols intentionally used the same drugs as used in every day surgery to avoid controversy. The only modification is that a massive coma-inducing dose of barbiturates is given. In addition, similar protocols have been used in countries that support euthanasia or physician-assisted suicide.”(Wikipedia)

The Eighth Amendment forbids punishments that are “excessive” when compared to the crime or the competence of the criminal. Groups such as Amnesty International have gotten involved in a number of human rights cases for just such purpose. “Excessive” being the key word, how can death by lethal injection be considered cruel and unusual in capital cases? Even so, is an easy painless death justified? Inhumane, Painful, Cruel and Unusual are words associated with the death penalty; a punishment for which the one who must suffer was sentenced to as a result of his own actions. Ted Bundy, Gary Ridgeway a.k.a “The Green River Killer”, Jeffrey Dahmer, and Dennis Rader a.k.a. “The BTK Killer” (which was an acronym for bind, torture, kill); the names are well known, so too their crimes. These are extreme cases where DNA evidence may or may not have played a role, the sentences were execution by electric chair, 48 life sentences plus 480 years, 15 life sentences, and 10 life sentences, respectively. Some sentences were handed down in states with no death penalty. Consecutive life sentences are a waste of time. A criminal has but one life to give regardless of the many he may have taken.

Now, what of these names: Amber Hagerman age 9, Jessica Lunsford age 9, Adam Walsh age 6, Sharon Tate age 26 and eight and a half months pregnant at the time of her murder. These are names of victims. Their deaths were Inhumane, Painful, Cruel and Unusual. Their deaths led to important legislation like the Amber Alert system, Jessica’s Law, the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act, and victim impact statements. As opponents argue for the human rights of the condemned, death penalty proponents argue for the rights of the victims and their families to receive justice for the inhumane, painful, cruel and unusual crimes committed against them. A civilized society needs to have a justice system that not only gives retribution to victims, but also deters similar crimes without violating human rights of the accused. But how do we do this?

Through conducting investigations and gathering evidence to make a solid case, through trial of the accused which provides a fair chance to prove their innocence and with an outcome determined by a jury of their peers. Science has come a long way in helping with the process on both sides. The advent of science has not only given us a method of death, but also a way to absolve the innocent and convict the guilty. DNA evidence is a process. Evidentiary biological samples can be collected from a crime scene. This reference sample is then analyzed to create a DNA profile for a suspect. The DNA profile is then compared against samples taken from suspects to determine whether there is a genetic match. (Wikipedia) Its use in recent years has led to the conviction of numerous criminals but it has also exonerated 120 people since 1973. These exonerations and the revelation that innocent men may have been executed create a firestorm in the opposition.

Groups like the Innocence Project, Amnesty International, and the National Coalition to Abolish the Death Penalty work to free the wrongly convicted and strongly oppose the death penalty. Exonerations from death row are the fuel used by the opposition to demand the use of capital punishment be abolished and life sentences imposed in its place. It is quite possible that before DNA evidence was developed, innocent men may have been executed. Some groups want to use DNA to prove this:
“Posthumous DNA testing in death penalty cases, if allowed, could
provide highly relevant information in a national death penalty debate,
which is increasingly focused on the risk of executing the innocent. The
striking number of exonerations that have occurred prior to execution-absent
proof that an innocent person has been executed-have dramatically
transformed the death penalty debate.” (Moyes)
Death Penalty pundits are adamant that absolute proof of a wrongful execution would transform the death penalty debate. However, in the years before the use of DNA evidence, investigators relied on the testimony of eye witnesses and circumstantial evidence that could be gathered from crime scenes. They did the best they could with what they had at the time. Yet, these could be mishandled and coerced— manipulated. So the question lingers, have innocent men been executed? The honest answer must be: Yes, it is a possibility. But hindsight is 20/20. What can be done today to prevent further injustice? The answer is not to simply impose life sentences instead of death, but to give cases within there is reasonable doubt access to the appeals process that is in place to prevent miscarriages of justice. The 120 exonerations is proof positive that the appeals process works, but this too can be both a blessing and a curse.

In California all capital cases receive an “automatic”, non-waivable, direct appeal to the state’s Supreme Court. This is in essence a review of the entire case, evidence, testimony, and sentence. It is a sort of checks and balances system to ensure that justice was fairly executed. The appeals system can be a lifeline for a truly innocent person; however, it can be a tool of exploitation for the guilty. The appeals process essentially creates a system where the sentence of death is in fact a sentence of life as the convicted can and do use the appeals process to their advantage thereby dragging out the execution of their sentence by continually introducing new evidence or making unlimited habeas corpus appeals. This not only robs the victims of justice but also puts a drain on the system resources. Capital cases are more expensive than life sentences because the convicted can carry on appeals for many years. The state of California currently houses 675 inmates who are condemned to death and 23,274 who are serving life sentences. The average yearly cost of $35,587 per inmate, funded by taxpayers, pays all of the inmates' housing costs which significantly increase as prisoner’s age. The average time served on California’s death row is 17 years. Now consider that inmates are “entitled” to free room and board, free healthcare, and all the comforts of home such as television, radio, magazines and other privileges for good behavior. Is a sentence of life justice?

To date, 14 inmates have been executed in California, convicted of murdering 44 people in all. 16 of the murder victims were 18 years old and younger. Because the appeals process can be manipulated and drawn out most death row inmates die of natural causes, their executions never carried out. Death row inmates are able to delay their executions for years by filing repeated and frivolous habeas corpus petitions. “In cases where the defendant has been sentenced to death, a writ of habeas corpus often leads to life imprisonment. Between 1976 and 1991, approximately 47% of the habeas petitions filed by death row inmates were granted… Why is this process so byzantine? Perhaps because the writ of habeas corpus offers such fundamental protection: it is our legal remedy against unconstitutional and unlawful imprisonment. It is the most basic way the judiciary can protect our life and liberty against governmental tyranny.” But just as it can save the innocent it can save the guilty.

Obviously capital punishment will not deter crime if it is rarely enforced and allowed, by the system itself, to be manipulated into a “life sentence” by the guilty. Kent Cattani, the chief capital litigation counsel in the Arizona attorney general's office, said in an interview with the Los Angeles Times: "If you are going to have the death penalty at all, it shouldn't take 20 to 25 years…Either get rid of it altogether, or try to have a good system in state courts and then accelerate it through the federal courts." . Deterrence is a matter of showing the public that there are consequences for heinous acts. “…harsh punishment publicly administered can function as an effective deterrent. The pain inflicted by cutting off one thief's hand is far outweighed by the pain avoided if a hundred potential thieves are deterred by the gory example.” (Kaveny) Even so, abolitionists would favor life over death for the convicted, even if deterrence could be proven, regardless of the victims rights. (van den Haag)

Capital Punishment is a penalty that is flawed only by the execution of justice. The only question that should be asked is does the person to be executed deserve the punishment? The enhancements of science have made not only a more humane method of execution but a method for discharging “reasonable doubt”. The appeals process has hampered the execution of justice creating a system that does not deter capital crimes. The criminals have learned that the system can be manipulated in their favor, raising the cost to taxpayers, delaying justice for victims and proving that there is no real punishment for their crimes. A death sentence is a sentence of life, and when there is no fear of death there is no deterrence. When courts will not enforce their own laws civilized society is in jeopardy.
“When society fails to punish criminals in a way thought to
Be proportionate to the gravity of the crime, the danger arises
That the public would take the law into its own hands, resulting
In vigilante justice, lynch mobs, and private acts of retribution.” (Pojman)
This has been seen numerous times throughout history a disgruntled society takes the law into their own hands extracting a harsher justice —revenge killing. Perhaps Justice Anthony M. Kennedy said it best when addressing the court case Calderon v. Thompson, “At some point the state must be allowed to exercise its sovereign power to punish offenders.” (Savage) Maybe the reinstatement of the Patriot Act will help solve the appeals problems. The government passed the new provisions giving the Attorney General power to speed up the process for certain cases.

Capital Punishment may be the harshest penalty, it is irreversible. Once the sentence has been carried out there is no going back. The finality of Capital Punishment is the reason it is so unnerving to some. However, it is the punishment that is called for by the Bible and the Law, when society’s worst criminals carry out acts so heinous they forfeit their rights. Their right to be free and their right to live. It is not revenge, which would be a far worse death. Capital Punishment is retribution, payment relative to the crime, a life for a life.


Cited Works:
Books
Cassel, Hugo Bedau and Paul G. Debating the Death Penalty: Should America have Capital Punishment? New York: Oxford University, 2004.

Johnson, Rudolph J. Gerber and John M. The Top Ten Death Penalty Myths. Westport: Praeger, 2007.

Journals
George J Annas. (2008). Toxic Tinkering -- Lethal-Injection Execution and the Constitution. The New England Journal of Medicine, 359(14), 1512-8. Retrieved March 26, 2009, from Research Library Core database. (Document ID: 1566884011).

Cathleen Kaveny. "Justice or Vengeance: IS THE DEATH PENALTY CRUEL & UNUSUAL?" Commonweal 135.3 (2008): 9. Humanities Module. ProQuest. MiraCosta Coll. Lib., Oceanside, CA. 22 Mar. 2009

Anne-Marie Moyes. . "Assessing the risk of executing the innocent: A case for allowing access to physical evidence for posthumous DNA testing.” Vanderbilt Law Review 55.3 (2002): 953-999. ABI/INFORM Global. ProQuest. MiraCosta Coll. Lib., Oceanside, CA. 31 Mar. 2009

David G Savage. . "9th Circuit rebuked again.” ABA Journal 84.(1998): 40-41. ABI/INFORM Global. ProQuest. MiraCosta Coll. Lib., Oceanside, CA. 31 Mar. 2009

Government:
Office of the Attorney General, California Department of Justice. "Resources: A Victim's Guide to the Capital Case Process." California Attorney General's Office Web site. 12 March 2009 .

California Penal Code, http://www.leginfo.ca.gov/calaw.html, http://www.leginfo.ca.gov/cgi-bin/waisgate?WAISdocID=11688623047+0+0+0&WAISaction=retrieve California Department of Corrections, http://www.cdcr.ca.gov/Divisions_Boards/Adult_Operations/Facts_and_Figures.html

Web
Death Penalty Information Center. "Facts About the Death Penalty." 13 February 2009. Death Penalty Information Center. 7 March 2009 .

Haag, Ernest van den. "The Ultimate Punishment: A Defense." Harvard Law Review Association (1986).18 March 2009 < http://www.jstor.org/pss/1341082>

The Holy Bible. n.d. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=
National Coalition to Abolish the Death Penalty, et.al. "Innocent and Executed." National Coalition to Abolish the Death Penalty. 7 March 2009 .

Wikipedia.org, Multiple Authors. Lethal Injection. Last Modified 21 March 2009. 22 March 2009 .

Walpin, Ned. "The New Speed Up in Habeas Corpus Appeals" PBS.org 30 March 2009

Reference
"capital punishment." The American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition. Houghton Mifflin Company, 2004. 26 Mar. 2009. .

"lex talionis." Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1). Random House, Inc. 26 Mar. 2009. .

Periodicals:
Schmitt, Richard B. “Rule could 'fast-track' executions - Atty. Gen. Gonzales would gain power to cut the time available for appeals in California and other states.” Los Angeles Times 14 August 2007< http://articles.latimes.com/2007/aug/14/nation/na-penalty14>

Associated Press. “Aging inmates clogging nation's prisons” USA Today 30 September 2007

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The Thunderstorm (Just for fun)

Whats that noise?
Softly in the distance it rumbles...
Or is someone rolling out a trashcan?
Once again there it is...
well the neighbors do have alot of trash...
no that definately sounds like...
Ahhhhh yes, there it is a bump in the air just over in the distance...
I think I hear it coming closer...
CRASH!
...A THUNDER CLAP
just like you hear rolling throught the valley in the hills of the place I love (Reno)
but not so much here...kinda unusual for this kind of thunder...
whats that tapping? is it getting stronger?
yes...the sky is opening up now...exploding, pouring down...
but where's my thunder? was that a flash?
God I love this! It's quite erotic...
I have butterflies in my tummy...
I am aching for more...
just another CRASH...
I want it, I need it, Give me what I yearn for...
That exhillaration.
no, no, no....
WAIT!
oohhh... man.
it's getting lighter
just drizzling now... just a few taps...
and the rolling... moving away from me now...
into the distance
my excitment now waning
Yes, it's very much like sex...
over way to soon
...a quicky!
how disappointing.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Annotation/Response : Amy Tan's "Two Kinds"

I enjoyed Amy Tan’s story. As a mother, I can relate to how her mother felt and the hopes and dreams she had for her daughter’s future. I myself hope that my son will someday play the piano, mostly because I wish I could. So perhaps we’ll take lessons together. I think that certain lessons are for a child’s good, something they may not appreciate at the time but when they are older will see the value in it. This is what I think the author was trying to convey at the end of the story after her mother died, it seemed she finally appreciated the lesson.

I could also relate to being at the other end of disappointed parents. I think although she sabotaged her training, she began to think of herself, the day of the talent show, as quite accomplished. She was actually embarrassed and disappointed that she did so bad. She accomplished her goal of both disappointing her mother with her performance but she disappointed herself too. She learned a lesson in that moment of embarrassment.

I found it interesting how she opened the story with: “…you could be anything you wanted to be in America.” Which is something many Americans seem to take for granted. I am not a world traveler but I do know that Americans have a pretty swell life compared to many people around the world.

I liked how she described her rant to her mother: “As I said these things I got scared. It felt like worms and toads and slimy things crawling out of my chest, but it also felt good, as if this aweful side of me had surfaced, at last.” She comes from a background where obedience is very important and she finally couldn’t take it any more. This is her “rebellion” and when she takes the reins and unleashes herself she gets a little scared because not only is what she says hurtful to her mom, but it is her way of liberation and standing up for yourself (especially to a parent) is a little scary because once you go for it you have to just take whatever comes in the aftermath!

I thought the short paragraph where she was going through her mother’s things was a little sad. I remember when my dad died I had his jacket and wore it all the time because it smelled like him, then someone washed it and I was furious. The paragraph was just sentimental as she said for her and for me.

I didn’t quite understand what she meant at the end when she said the songs were two halves of the same song… did she mean that she was that pleading child (obviously) and now she was “perfectly contented”? I could see that if she was meaning she is content with her past and her childhood. I wasn’t satisfied with the end, I felt like I wanted more from them both especially after she said such a cruel thing to her mother and they continued to be at odds. I think I wanted them to have a weepy, heartfelt, mother-daughter meltdown… but I didn’t get it.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Annotations: Murakami

A1/A2: “On Meeting the 100% Perfect Girl One Beautiful April Morning” by Haruki Murakami Notes: The subject of fate, destiny, true love fascinates me.

B1/B5: “He was not unusually handsome, and she was not especially beautiful. They were just an ordinary lonely boy and an ordinary lonely girl, like all the others.” Notes: The author seems to address anyone who has ever felt lonely, and average…yet he says like all the others, so as to say even if you feel that way you are not alone. His did apply to me…and everyone else!

B1/C5: “The test they had agreed upon, however, was utterly unnecessary. They should never have undertaken it, because they really and truly were each other’s 100% perfect lovers, and it was a miracle that they had ever met.” Note: While maybe it was a miracle that they had ever met, I disagree that they should not have tested it. I tend to believe that things are exactly as they were meant to be, and therefore, if they were truly 100% perfect for each other and “meant to be” they would find each other again and be together. Maybe they did not get back together the second time, not because they had been through so much and didn’t remember their love but because destiny, fate or the will of the universe conspired to keep them apart because they really weren’t 100% perfect for each other.

A2: “Yes, that’s it, that is what I should have said to her.” Notes: I think that everyone has had a moment where they think I should have said something to someone and maybe it would have changed the circumstances of the relationship or created a relationship where there was none.

A5: In my opinion, the story leaves the reader inspired to take chances. If He had only spoken to the girl maybe they’d be together.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Annotations: Mahfouz, Frost, Cullen

A1: “Who is Zaabalawi?” Notes: I wonder if this person really exists. I should Google him! Nope, just a character in Mahfouz’s essay.

B3: languor, motes, galabeya, divan, bards, fealty, demesne, ken, rue. Notes: I had to look these words up.

C3: The story’s ending Notes: I would ask the author what happened, did he ever find Zaabalawi and if he was ever cured.

B5: “Birches” by Robert Frost Notes: I think the author was appealing to most adults. Rather than the bows being heavy laden with cold ice he wanted to think of a young boy felling the branches through play. I think he was longing to be a boy again and that appeals to everyone at some point. I definitely long for times when the word, responsibility, was not a part of my vocabulary.

B1: “I shall be telling this with a sigh, Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I —, I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.” Notes: This was not part of our reading but it is one of my favorite poems. I often think of it when I have choices to make in my own life. It makes me think about my choices carefully and encourages me to take chances in life.

A1: “Incident” by Countee Cullen Notes: I think this poem is sad reading it today but times were different back then. Desegregation and civil rights did not begin until the 60’s. He is a typical gleeful child in a new place and innocent. He should have had many memories from his visit but the one simple act of racism by another “innocent” ruined the rest of his trip!

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Intro Essay & What this Blog is all About

This is a collection of essays, reviews, journals, annotations and articles I have written. So let's start with an intro:

The Secret Life of… Me!
(an introductory essay)
What could I say to impress you? Let me think on this for a bit. If I told you that I survived a deadly disease, would you search these lines for the details? Or perhaps my philosophy on life would give you a new thought or two. I wonder how interesting my dreams of the future would really be. Who among us doesn’t have grand accomplishments and miserable failures? Unique qualities or skills? Those seem like napping topics to me, so I’ll skip those. You want to know who I am? Delve into my words and follow my free spirited, sparkling personality…

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times…” wait, scratch that. It was significantly worse than the worst of times. I was 34 and about to become a mother for the first time. It should have been the best time of my life, something most cherish as uniquely woman. It should have been, but it wasn’t. I was robbed. In the place of my joy was excessive vomiting and anguish. Not your typical morning sickness, nope, I was one of the rare (approximately 2% of the population) that gets to experience the complete and utter misery that is known as Hyperemesis Gravidarum, HG to you and me, a deadly pregnancy related disease. I was hospitalized numerous times and at one point told I would have to choose between my life and my unborn child’s. It was not a choice I was willing to make so I placed both our lives in God’s hands. This leads me to my philosophy of life…

Now I am not a very religious sort, but I am spiritual to no end. I believe in God, but do not want a go-between. If he is indeed the “father” of all creation, why couldn’t I just speak to him as such? Why do I need to confess my sins and be absolved by someone ordained and in a robe? I believe in having a personal relationship with God and try not to piss him off. I am a firm believer in karma. Basically, in the universe exists an equal and opposite reaction to all of your actions. Or something like that, I suppose Newton said it better. I do believe whatever energy you put into this world will eventually come back to you, so I try to make my ripples in the pool count for something good. I like to take chances and see what happens. I am of the predilection that if you don’t just go for it; it being that unattainable, wanton thing, you will never know what could have been. You might now be thinking… she likes to take chances, she must be adventurous, a little bit of a rebel. I wonder if she’s gone sky-diving? Heck no! Jumping out of a perfectly good airplane is just crazy! I want to live to reach my goals…

I remember once I wanted to be a teacher. Did I accomplish that goal? No. My hopes and dreams are like butterflies avoiding the net of a curious child. They flutter here and there, and as I grow older, change in mid flight. I have been a nursery worker, massage therapist, animal care taker, thoroughbred horserace handicapper, a mentor to children, a casino pit boss, a master herbalist, and a wanna be writer. At 37, I suppose I have come full circle to where my goals were so many years ago. I have gone back to school. For one who believes you should never stop learning new things, my new thing is finally get that degree. I would enjoy being an English teacher. At least that is where my hopes and dreams are today. Who is to say where my path will lead me in the future. There is much to be said for curiosity and gumption.

So there you have it. Was it curiosity that got you through these paragraphs? When you are interested in something it keeps your attention, at least for a moment, which was my plan. I hope you did find something interesting here. Be it my life or death struggle, my philosophy, or my fanciful life path. These are what make life unique. This is the secret life of me.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Movie Review

Movie Review: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
(written as a Staff Writer for my college newspaper)

“My name is Benjamin Button, and I was born under unusual circumstances…”

It’s no wonder that “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” was nominated for five Golden Globes. The adaptation of F. Scott Fitzgerald’s short story follows the extraordinary life of Benjamin Button. Born in New Orleans just after World War I, Button is abandoned by his father and raised by “Queenie” a care taker of the elderly residents of a seniors home.

He is born with a rare affliction in which he ages in reverse. The interesting story superbly intertwines the lives of Button, Played by Brad Pitt, and Daisy, played by Cate Blanchett, from childhood to death. They are at opposite ends of the life spectrum but fall in love somewhere in the middle proving that “life isn’t measures in minutes, but in moments.”

The aging of the characters throughout the film, from young to old and vice versa, is amazing. Following the characters as they discover life, love, death, and what matters most is what I treasured most about this film. Full of great inspirational scripting I feel like I actually learned something from the movie. “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” is my new favorite.